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."There seem to be some letters missing." My father gathered all the letters, stacked them, and then began flipping through them, his lips moving as he took inventory.He finished the inventory, then took another one.The man's head fell to the table with a dull thunk, but my father didn't notice.Perhaps not wanting to be further ignored, the man got up from the table, a lump already formed on his forehead, and left the room and then the house: I could hear the front door open and then shut.My father didn't notice any of that, either."I just don't understand," he said."Which letters are missing?".1 asked him gently, because as far as I could tell, he wasn't aware of me standing there, and I didn't want to scare him.Except he didn't seem surprised at all to hear my voice.Maybe he'd known I was there the whole time, or maybe he didn't care."The Edward Bellamy House letter, of course," he said."But there are six other letters missing, too.""What are they?" I asked.I knew full well that the Mark Twain House letter was missing, since it was in my pocket.Sure enough, my father named it, and then added, "But then there are five others that are missing, too.I just can't figure out which ones.""How do you know that many are missing, then?"He looked at me with pity."You were sent one hundred and thirty-seven letters.There are only one hundred and thirty letters here." He knocked himself on the head, as though to dislodge the forgotten names."Did you know that someone tried to burn down the Mark Twain House last night?" I asked."Yes," my father said.He turned to look at me for the first time, although his face was empty of anything except worry and bafflement."That's how I can remember the Mark Twain House letter, because I knew someone had tried to burn it down.Your mother told me.She also told me that whoever did it didn't do a very thorough job.""How did she know that?" I asked him."I suppose she read it in the paper," he said."How did you know it?""I read it in the newspaper, too," I said, which was the truth, or part of it.And then: "Dad, I saw Mom leave the house earlier.""Yes, she was here," my father said, starting to count the letters again."And then she left.""She didn't look happy," I said."There was a bit of a mix-up," my father said."I have one of these parties every Tuesday.Your mother tolerates the parties as long as she knows when they are so she won't be around.That's why they're every Tuesday.""Today is Monday," I said."That was the mix-up," he admitted."I thought it was Tuesday.So I called everyone and said, `Where are you? Get over here."'"Tell me about the parties, Dad," I said, although I could picture them pretty well already.They would be populated by men like the old, rednosed guy who'd earlier bounced his head off the kitchen table, men whose natural and sole habitat was the college town: failed or failing graduate students, drunk professors or book editors like my father, all of them wearing corduroy jackets in various stages of disrepair.These guys had once had their fields ― Victorian literature, tropical botany, the cultural import of the manual typewriter ― but one day they discovered that they didn't like their fields anymore, not as much as they liked to drink, anyway.And the only thing they liked as much as drinking was oddity, which made sense, since they were both odd and drunks themselves.My father and his free booze and his son the arsonist and murderer and all those letters fit both those bills.I could picture all of them, every Tuesday, showing up at my parents' house and drinking their booze and listening to my father read those letters until they'd exhausted most of the liquor and my father had exhausted most of their curiosity and they drifted away, until there was only one red-nosed guy left, always the drunkest one, the one with nobody to see and nowhere to go and nothing to do except sit at the kitchen table and drink the last Knickerbocker and listen to my father drone on and on and on about the letters, the letters, the letters, the way he'd talked to so many drunks before.I knew this without my father telling me, even though he did, in so many words."So Mom doesn't like these parties," I said.I could see why, but something didn't quite make sense to me.After all, my mother didn't seem to have a problem with drunks in general, being one herself, plus being married to one, plus being mother to a son who was well on his way to becoming a drunk, too
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